Tuesday, 07 July 2009

  • 2 1/2 weeks


    deer shot last week tues, rest yesterday

    lots and lots and lots of deer around these 1165 acres of no hunting/trapping state land
    at dusk they're everywhere

    on the run - far left

     

    the deer are safe and they know it
    must have seen 25+ in the last two weeks
    none in my yard yet *pout* but there are tracks and nibbled plants all over

     

    just another sunset

    turn around - moonrise over the beach dune

     

    stopped at Muskegon Lake on the way home,  flash went off on this pic
    what the heck?  devil's kitchen (a so-named area near here) indeed

    sans flash

    the 4th weekend was super fun, J&S camped in the backyard
    we cooked over the campfire and took several hikes
    spent the 5th at sandy pines for B's b-day
    n hey, he's in a difficult workplace situation right now
    please send good thoughts his way thx

     

Saturday, 04 July 2009

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • a smile was my umbrella

    My nest is now fluffed.  Finally! got out for a hike in the State Park.

    The blockhouse was built in 1935, a historical replica of a fort; it was burned (arson) in 1962, and rebuilt in 1964.  i'll never tell who dated one of the guys involved in that 

    c'mon in and check out the views

    ^my house is somewhere down there off to the right

    this view is better is a season other than summer

    ^the slightly darker blue where the forested dunes make a top of a heart shape is Lake Michigan

    remember the lack of view to the east?  looks better from the ground as i begin a descent from the blockhouse.  where the path lightens is a very big sand dune, hah, i went left and followed a deer trail instead

    i found it!
    Lost Lake

    a small part of it anyway, and actually it's a coastal plain marsh; wanted to hike all around it but the rain started coming down harder.  all that low brush in the foreground are wild blueberry bushes!

    sassafras gives me a hand back up

    the beach and channel are just down the road from the blockhouse, lovely ride home

    oops got the windshield wiper

     

Friday, 26 June 2009

  • the grass was aflutter

    in a struggle for light by a ghostly dragonfly

    as it tries to dry its dew-laden wings tis a good thing it's camouflaged so well

    lots of dragonflies and butterflies in the yard this morning; i'm takin it as a good sign that my week of house troubles is over, time to sit back, enjoy the light, green everywhere, blue skies and lake breeze with a *sigh* of relief    :]

     

  • i can't think of a title

    well, it's been a stressful week, with one workman or another or two here every day and one more scheduled for tomorrow.  in the midst of trying to organize my stuff, i had to deal with them and the issues that brought them out here, and, clean up after them.  started the war on the kitchen cupboards today, one of which included in its shelf cleaning a putty knife to scrape away the crud.  never mind, it will be worth it.  by next week what was an uncared for hovel will be a cute as a bugs ear castle.  hmmm, maybe that's the wrong analogy, bugs, woods, mosquitos, ahhhhhrgh theys eatin me alive

    playing suzy homemaker kitchen cleaner today, i thought i haven't seen a deer yet, i really want to see one, sigh

    8:30ish headed off for The Lake to give my day a high point

    right out my window at the stop sign where my road dead-ends


    walked the pier, where the 2+ miles of state park beach starts


    the other side of the pier is a cove, a breakwater, then the swimming beach


    a very nice cove
    to sit on a driftwood log and watch the sunset
    what could be more common than a sunset?
    happened everyday without fail for as long as i've been alive
    something you can count on
    yet, it is never the same

    very very nice cove

    tried to get the moon and sun in the same pic but they wouldn't quite fit
    so each gets center stage
    if there is a god, i say, well done old one

     

Wednesday, 24 June 2009

  • Dear Diary

    hey! my first night here was the summer soltice!

    the dog days are upon us

    here are the good parts of my tues

    first swim

    floating weightless
    spine caressed
    enveloped in big water under blue sky

    and i wonder where i'd float to if i just kept my eyes closed

    slow down take it easy
    deal with it
    it'll come together
    or maybe the entire house will be sucked into the septic

    met a single guy who lives across the street
    invited over for a beer
    as it's full tilt boogie summer
    heck yeah
    relax on a ceiling mounted porch swing
    five acres and a mule
    and a freezer full of venison

    i always wanted to be a beach bum

    sunset & twilight

     

Monday, 22 June 2009

  • seeing things


     


    photos taken 7:30ish

    first fireflies of the year in my yard at dusk
    fairy lights in the woods

    dark midnight. oh. my. goshgollygeewhiz.
    no streelights no big city orangch glare
    it's been too long
    bright wide fuzzy streak of the Milky Way across the sky
    ************************so.many.stars****************************
    the only constellation i could pick out was ursa major
    closer brighter than i can ever remember
    big big dipper

    stealthy rustles in the woods
    coyotes bobcats and bears
    oh my

     

Thursday, 18 June 2009

  • before & after

     

     

    Magic! - turn paperdollars into value and single-handedly keep the economy of n muskegon going
    (95%+ furnace/air,water heater repair    flooring    bath    electric    new appliances on the way)

    things to look back on, someday, and laugh:  plumbing system repaired (jinx);  wed. there from 11:30 til 7pm for appliance delivery that never got on the truck; all the "homeowner specials"

    best:  woods (flora and fauna), proximity to big water

    counted yesterday, the years, the changes, the memories, this is the 21st home i've lived in, 2 as a kid, 5 when married, the rest as a single gypsy, this has gotta be the keeper.

     

Monday, 15 June 2009

Sunday, 14 June 2009

  • seeking balance

    Friday was a Lake Michigan oh so high kinda day

    Saturday was a call the trauma unit kinda day

    today was a kinda weird kinda day

    trying to come to terms with a major house problem, and someone very close to me is going through a very bad situation at work, similar to one i went through 2 1/2 years ago at the same place

    i was touched today

    out playing disc golf, yeah i did have a couple awesome shots, but for the most part the disc was magnetized by trees.  sure, it's in the woods, but still, there is more empty space than trees, and even when i throw a tomahawk, it doesn't mean i want to thunk a tree. 

    so, next to the path we all were on, Jace pointed out some damselflies; two were on a twig next to me, very slowly i put out my finger, right up to the closest one, she flew away, but the second one landed on my hand.  and stayed quite a while.

    what is that bout touchin the wild thing

    Dragon-damselflies are estimated to have been around for over 180 million years.  Their beautiful jewel-like colors take time to develop, reflecting the idea that with maturity our own true colors come forth. 

    By their fast flight and aerial maneuvers, they imitate how light itself can be moved and directed.  They inhabit two realms - the water and the air, which indicate expressions of the emotional and mental together.

    They spend two years as nymphs in territory near water - two year cycles.  summer is their time - light, sun, water, adaptability.  They eat mosquitoes, the frog is their worst enemy.

    Their colors are caused almost the same way rainbows form.  Structures in their shell scatter and refract the light, making them look iridescent green and blue.  Illusion; the power of light and all that has ever been associated with it.

    Some Native American stories speak of the time they used to be real dragons.

    "Let there be light" is the divine prompting to use the creative imagination as a force within your life.  Life is never quite the way it appears, but it is always filled with light and color. 

    See thru the illusion, shine on!